yes, mustafa wasangry when he posted the previous entry. but he's ok now. he's happy :D 3 more papers to go before mid yr exam's are over. chem p1 n 2 tml n bio p1 nxt fri. so effectively, mid yr ends tml cause who cares abt bio p1? haha! ok, i do. as what stef said, i think i to died-ed for my papers. well, i did study but i dont think it'll help me secure at least a B. ok, maube now even a C. scary right? study study, but in the end fail. yea, it IS tt upsetting. well, there's always the coming 18 wks tt will be used for INTENSIVE studying.

ok, now onto something less important yet crucial and should be mentioned here. i lost my specs. can find it anywhere in the hse. it's not in my bag, now in the drawers, not on the tables. it's nowhere to be found. well, this gives me a GOOD reason to get new specs. and by the way, this entry took me longer time to type cause mind you, i'm partially blind. ie. POTEK.

fcuk! when i'm fuming mad, i get all heated up. my mind cant focus. i cant think straight. and what do i do? i just stare blankly at my books. fcuk! mid yrs on tue this whole stupid fcuking fcuk thing just have to surface. just leave me alone, can? so hopefully i can concentrate and decently pass my mid yrs. i just ask for one thing. dont get me involved in tt fcuking problem for my main focus now is to study so tt i can get into a gd course in a gd faculty in a gd university so i can get every single soul in this planet out of that fcuking problem. i'm mad. real mad.

ps. those close to me would know tt i seldom use the word fcuk. but there are exceptions to all things, right?

i have just developed an interest in vespa.. they're classic yet cool.. n not to mention, the mat-ness tt comes together with it when one rides it..


pictures taken from www.allvespa.com

1 month.. 2 months.. 3 months.. 4 months.. n now 5.. heh!


who here is stress? i am..