is it just me or are more dogs wearing clothes now? haha! it's not surprising since it's the yr of the dog, i think. i guess dog owners would want to give more respect to their beloved pet. heh!

if only there was the year of the mustafa. then probably, people will start treating me better.

just read the papers, madrasah al- ma'arif''s getting a new school building. hopefully with that, students will be able to study in a more condusive environment.

parents gave me a pep talk a few days ago. well, it actually boosted my mood to focus more in my studies.i'm just hoping i can make them happy this time round.

gosh, tv programmes are so tempting but i have to resist watching them.

nth to say, so here are some pics on me in sec sch.



sorry felicia! but i just had to put tt pic here. you look cute! heeheeheee!

man, i just have to say tt i look different when i was in sec sch. now more handsome. hehe!

what a day!

went to bedok lib, yes bedok lib, in the morning for majlis taklimat pesta pantun with nadd, nas and afnie. stayed there till around 1230 before making our way towards raffles place.

we reached raffles place earlier than the rest, and so i did my zohor first, while the girls waited for me. heh!

met zak, fahana, suz, naz and nuriani outside victoria theatre. the 8 of us were there to watch me dia. it's some malay play about how globalisation affects the development of the malay art scene in singapore, i think. it was overall a pretty gd performance. had many gd laughs too!

zak n farhana went off first while the rest stayed behind to take some pics. wheee! haha! then we walked to merlion park, esplanade and stopped over at suntec to have our dinner.

overall, it was a tiring but fun day. all because i was out with a couple of great friends, including you!

thanks guys!

so here are some pics tt i took.

the fact that being nice to people puts you in a disadvantage position really bite balls.

just yesterday, i was waiting for 282 to come.it wasnt a surprise that the bus was sardine-packed since it came during the peak hour. so, being a kind person, i gave way and let an elderly couple board the bus. little did i realise the woman standing behind me somehow sieved through us and boarded the bus. as a result of this, i had to wait for another bus. mind u, it was 730 then and i had to wait for 20 min in total just to board a bus back home.

let me recall stuff.

yes. another thing that really bugs me is when ppl expect you to do simple things for them, such as putting away their plates for them after eating. gosh, isnt it suppose to be me offering to take the plates instead of you just handing it over to me and ordering me ard?

sometimes, simple things like that should be done by oneselves.we must acknowledge the fact that God created legs for us for 1 main purpose. tt is to be mobile and independent. ok, there are other purposes but i can only think of that now.

anyway, had a short chat with meena during one of my breaks just now. what she said was true. but the think is, we just have to accept the fact that we can never hide from this problem.

well, it's a gd thing there's ppl like atika, naz, aishah, vic and pat to brighten up my day. it's just so nice to gossip abt ppl around us. i feel so free when i talk to them, no restrictions at all. it's a gd theing that they're in pj. otherwise, i'll go insane trying to keep myself sane. and yes, dont try to fake me vic, you guys dont have a nick-name for me.. wheeee! where's pat n aishah? long time nvr see them.

o, and obviously, i cant help but to mention the first friend i see everyday, on a schoolday. hehe. you definately brighten my seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years 24/7. i'm not force to say this larr, but it's fr my lubuk hati. cheybahh!

nasuha is being lame now.

gosh, i hate flu.

cant write much cause i'm too tired. got to finish up sch work. grr!

it's raining, again.

well,played squash tdy. wasnt tt bad. although i didnt perspire tt much. it would have been more fun had fy n cx n feli n dinie n gab joined us. but nvm, there's always a nxt time.

it's raining again. and i still have yet to touch the SRJC compre paper due tml. crap.



once again. happy birthday nasuha bg!

i think it's going to rain again tonight. weather's been crazy lately. it's been super hot in the mornings and afternoons.

anyway, we had GPA meeting tdy. took a cab down to sch fr bukit batok mrt cause i was late. i was actually quite shocked to see cz arrive in sch even before 8 30, as planned. so we did 4/5 rounds of practices. it's a gd thing tt cz was rather happy, though i could still sense her sindir aura around her. the j1s were there too. i really hope they weren't bored. and i really hope that they would consider staying in mls, cause it's so kesian if no one want to join mls.



anyway, we didnt watch MOG as the time slot sucks. so instead, we went to the airport, to, erm, see planes. cool right? look, if we had watched movie, 1 hr plus would have been wasted cause there wont be any verbal interaction at all. but since we went to the airport, we had a whole lot of time talking and merepeking. see my point? yes/no? ok, nvm. haha! anyway, watching planes land is cool. and debating about the colour of vans is cool too. anyway, i'm right afterall, right? the van's yellow in colour, not brown. yay! haha! ok lar, i halalkan the fries which we accidentally left on the bench.. haha! so selenge.

i seriously need to get the 'e so tired' phrase out of my head.

yes, got my contacts yesterday. got clearer vision now. need not worry abt scratches on my specs cause i cant possible poke my eye just to scratch the lenses right?

ah, crap.

i'm feeling all energised now.

well, there's gpa later on and some interaction session with the jc1. ok, 3 jc1s. happy? followed by movie. yay!

what a day. what a long long day. anyway, i skipped mly just now, just so i could study chem. but, er, haha! it was plain useless. it didnt help at all. oh well, it's not a surprise if i fail this time round.

anyway, i didnt have the mood after chem cause i was tired. so zak, tt explains my stone face.

anyway, did my maghrib and isyak at al-iman. and it rain then. gosh, at the very time when i didnt have my umbrella with me. how exciting. so off i went to kiayi's hse for ratib, wearing jubah with matching silver shoes. now, who goes to ratib wearing shoes? me. gosh. anyway, abah said i looked like abg hafiz when he was my age. heh! i dont mind tt cause i think he's cool. oh, and shahrin wasnt there cause probably he was too exhausted after the test. haha,tt's expected.

note to self, nvr trust the weatherman. otherwise, we'll have no choice but to thrust him up. ok, tt was lame.

been a tight week with all the tests. i think the tutors are crazy. but nonetheless, we shldnt complain. it makes us grow old faster. lpy's online. and she's chatting with me now. she just told me tt we can use her sch's courts. she's checking the status of sunday's booking. KEPO, she wants to know who booked the sunday slot. anyway, playing squash at night is a bit, er, sick. we shld be at the comfort of our homes. ok, now she's telling me tt she needs another person to book the courts. hmm, i cant be the one booking u know. she just said 'can'. play fr 7-8? hmm. can ah. i have no other choice right.haha!

so squash is settled.

ok, she just said tt 7 pm is a bit weird. haha! funny friend i have. ok, now we're postponing it again. haiz. haha! i think lpy dont know the diff bet jan n feb. haha! eh, tt reminds me, i still oew u 2 swensens yam ice cream. wait, i'm e selenge 1. she was referring to my last entry.

lpy, u may start showing me the -.- face.

i'm mad.

anyway, have fun studying math syg. heh heh heh.

it's raining again. well, at least i have a reason not to bathe later on.. haha!

ok, something was wrong with me. it's either i was bored or was plain bored. i walked around clementi central without any specific destination. then when i reached the bus stop at my house, instead of going straight up home, i went to SS and also went walking around the area. well, that's just not me.

anyway, the short nap i had didnt really help cause i'm like super blur now. n when mustafa's blur, dont ever expect the norm from him.

my daydreaming session was briefly interrupted by a call from fy. she went smth like, 'o mustafa, erm.. are you sleeping?'

' no larr, i just woke up, whyyy?'

'can u do me a favour?'

'what?'

'can u lend me an umbrella? i'm like at sheng siong now..'

'whahahhahahaa!'

'idiot!' ( i think she called me an idiot. even if she had not, she would definately call me tt) then she laughed too, at herself!

so i met her with my i-just-woke-up-and-dont-want-to-be-disturbed-look. she can still complain tt i should have brought 2 umbrellas. haha! too bad, my brain wasnt functioning at it's optimum. well, it's fair tt ur shoes got wet, cause my sandals were wet too. haha! anyway, nxt time u call to ask for umbrela service from me, i'm SO going to charge u! hur hur hur!

somehow, from this short but eventful event, i can conclude concretely that i have funny (and i mean really funny, as in both funny funny and funny weird friends). and fy is one of them! haha!

an advice, pls bring along an umbrella ppl. it's pretty useful during this period, dont u think syg? haha!

wet.

just came back fr tuition. it's a gd thing the kids understood most of the things i taught them, hopefully. at least i didnt have the urge to cekik them.

it rained heavily while i was walking towards 184 bus stop. how nice. even my trusty umbrella wasnt able to keep me dry. well, at least someone's msges were able to gave me some warmth. hehe!

see, i told you to bring along an umbrella to school. but no, u insisted tt it was too nerdy. heh. lalalaa. u, i realised tt i'm having chem test on 19th, the day when they're showing MOG! haha! n yes, i dont think i would want to read the book. it's too long. i'd rather stare at u for hours than read it. then again, maybe not. haha!

i just came back from night run. yes, mustafa just finished running. i cant belief tt i actually can be bothered to exercise. anyway, it drizzled so it wasnt tt bad.

well, abah, bad n me didnt help out for korban this yr. abah said tt we'll definately get tired tml. yea, so we went to nyai's hse then nenek's hse then home. nothing interesting except tt we celebrated haris's birthday at nyai's hse. that little cute kepo-zorro. haha!

my close friend just told me tt his grandfather just passed away. well, may Allah bless his soul. amin.

to all muslim brothers and sisters, selamat hari raya haji!

gogo power ranger! i think those power ranger watches are nice. but the thing is, i dont wear watches. such a waste.

well, it rained just now while the cca display thing was on. and it's so upsetting cause only 3 ppl signed up at our booth. so sad. if only the malay students in pj were like tjc students. well, tt's a really big IF.

i just want to say that i'm not a covetous person. haha!

school started a few days ago. how wonderful. i cant wait to start doing all the tuts and assignments. well, it's not surprising if my competitive spirit starts to rekindle. but what the heck. i dont give a damn abt it. i'm just going to compete with myself this time round. i dont give a damn to those who does otherwise. man, i sound piss but in actual fact, i'm not. i'm just dead tired. so dont get me wrong. i'm actually a nice person. so dont try to let me show you my ugly side, cause if i do, it'll be, well, ugly..

it has been 2 days since i've last watched any cartoons. temptation is really high when you have sisters who watch it from the time they get back to school till right before they sleep. well, i'm just glad tt my parents are controlling them. yesterday, my sis merajuk-ed because of this. she ended up playing with her barbie dolls. haha!

waiting for my parents to get back from the airport. they're there to fetch bad. well, i hope they have food with them cause i'm feeling hungry now.

anyway, i'm looking forward for tml. timetable's super nice.

i met my syg at je before heading towards woodlands. met up with zak, farhana and her friend. so we went straight to swensens to eat ice cream. i ordered apple crumble. i felt so muak after eating it. we then walked and walked and walked.

followed my syg to popular to buy stuff for sch tml, before heading to the ice ring. well, there were lots of apeks and bhanglas there. i wonder why.

well, i'm waiting for Dia to start now. i have no mood to finish up my math hw. bad mustafa, bad mustafa. haha! anyway, what sherlyn said is true. i'll keep that in mind.

well, if the girl feels happy, the guy shld too right? hehe!

i was supposed to go and countdown with fareed and min, but somehow, we didnt. nvm, at least i got to do some of my uncompleted hw. well, min did went out and unfortunately for him, he was robbed. pity the guy, he has no hp now.

well, i've finally completed my chem hw but with the exception of a few questions. so tonight, i'll be able to watch Dia without feeling guilty. anyway, i've read the sypnosis for the first 6th episode of Dia. so interesting!

well, i managed to chat with bad just now. seems like he's enjoying himself there. managed to remind him to buy some stuff for us, right before he logged off. i sure hope he remembers them. haha!